I think I should have lied

But, to begin with, I'm not a good liar.

So I'm gonna stick with the truth. 

But I confess I'm feeling kinda bad, you know? Don't worry, I'll tell you what is making me feel bad. Pretty much everything, but, today a simple sentence caught me. Really hard. 

My not-so-friend (I just met her) called me and for shitty reason had a fuck idea to ask me something. 

So she began:

- Hey, can I ask you a personal question? You don't need to answer if you don't want to. 

At this point I had already an idea what she was going to ask me. Like... Really. I knew what it was. So I started debating in my mind if I should or not tell the truth. 

And then she asked. 

- Are you virgin?

Well... Facing the fact that this fucking label do NOT bother me, I answered.

- Yes, I am. 

Of course, all of this with a smile on my face. Cuz, really... This does not bother me. Until...

- Oh, I knew it, you look like you are.

WHAT? 

SO DOES THIS MEAN THAT THIS HAVE A FACE NOW? YOU CAN KNOW WHEN SOMEONE HAD NOT FUCK WITH SOMEONE JUST CUZ OF HER LOOKS???????????? This is BULLLLLLLSHEEEET! 

So I got angry.

Inside. 

Just for me. 

But still, I got angry. 

And then I was thinking...

I'm a normal girl, the only thing that can make her see me this way is.... Me being ugly. Cuz, other than that... I think I don't have a sign on my forehead which you can read "Virgin". 

Or do I?

That's a question. Cuz... There are many ugly people that are not. So.......

Well... So thanks to her I'm WAY worst with my self-confidence that is way far from being okay.

Thank you, girl! Thank you a lot.

Mari.

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Just something I forgot telling. 

I'm addicted to a serie. YAHS ME ADDICTED TO SOME SERIE! YAY

I THOUGHT IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE.

But yes, It caught me faster than I thought.

HA, got it?

Faster.

YAHS!

Brb to talk about it.