Maybe Am I right???

I have a feeling, a feeling I wasn't feeling for a long time.
And maybe, JUST MAYBE, I am right.
If I am confused? Yes, I am. Really, completely confused.
If I am happy? Not so much, cuz I still have the feeling that I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do for life. And... Now I have this idea that maybe, maybe I can be a little bit closer to what I really want to do for life.

Or not

I'm so confused. Even my words are confused right now. Like... hell, what can I do?! What can I do to be happy? Am I in the right place? Am I doing what makes me happy?

No.

Not at the moment.

And the worst is: I've lost so much time, that I have no idea what I can do to make ir happen now

Geez, I'm lost.