AND I'M AN IDIOT

Like... REALLY?? REALLY MARI. REALLY????? Like... What the fuck do you want? A charming prince whos gonna say he loves you more than anything in this world, that saw you and loved you the first time he saw you? LIKE... REALLY??? C'MOM GIRL! COME TO REALLITY NOW~

SO... IF YOU WANT THIS FUCK SHIT WORK, YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. STOP BEING AN ASSWHOLE.

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Now, coming back to myself.
I just can't.
I'm just too trouble to try.
I'm just too shy to try.
I just hate myself that much that I don't allow nobody to like me. NO I DON'T ALLOW THEM TO LIKE ME.
As I said in the last post.
AND I HATE THIS FEELING.
I REALLY HOPE I HAD NEVER FALLEN IN LOVE. It'd be so much better... Like... Really.

I should just GIVE UP ALREADY. I'm suffering each day more. AND... DAMN...

I'm not normal. I'm not flucking normal.