How can I?

I have no idea what happened, what happened for me being this way.
Really, it's been a time I've been trying to figure this out, to actually find out what the hell is going on and why I am this way.
I didn't see it coming, and I had no idea I'd be this way I am now.
How can a person change me this way? Nobody could do it before, and I liked many people before, but no... He's different, he has something different and I'm glad I met him in my life. I'm glad the destiny put him on my way, because now I have the need strength to go forward, to go for my dreams. And i know that if I fail, I'll try my best, because I want it to be real.
Because he's always with me, not by my side, but in a more special place. In my heart.

I cary him with me wherever I go. Everything I do, I do thinking about him, and it can sound creepy, but I think it's not, because it always leads me to good things! If it was something bad, he'd not be caring me to good things!
I changed, to better! He made me be this way, be myself and learn how to fight in this life. This life that sometimes can be so sad and cold. He warms me through it.

I'm proud of being his fan. I learned a lot from it and... I have no words to describe how my life changed after him. Really. It's... Amazing for words, and I think merely words can't describe such a feeling.

Everything in this guy amazes me.
His smile. His eyes. His nose. His lips... Those pouty lips I love being caught staring at them. His hair. His chubby shape. Oh I love when he is chubby! :3 I love the way he sings, the way he dances, the way he acts! I love every single thing about him. His voice. Oh his voice that always helps me to sleep when I need the most. When my worst nightmares scare the hell out of me, his voice calms me down.

Oh how I love him.

And then, I ask myself again... How can I love someone this much? Oh well, I think this is the purest love I've ever felt... And I'm sure I'll never feel something this big and this true.

I love you more than I've ever loved someone! I love you so so so much it hurts, but I know that if I get everything I want in life, a big part it's gonna be because you helped me.

Saranghae.