Letter :3

Hey, SungMin.
How’s  going? I hope fine, because today is your birthday, you must be happy.  Okay, not today is your birthday, depending on the day you’re reading it, but you got my ideia

So, let’s start this letter, that may be really bad, but it was written with love.
First of all, Happy Birthday! Oh dear, look how you are growing old and healthy and beautiful, and even all this you look like a child. 28 years old and a child. Only you, Lee SungMin.  And this is what I love the most in your personality. So, keep on this way and be always true to yourself and we will love  and support you forever and always.
Maybe you can’t understand the feeling that we, your Vitamins, feel for you. Lots of people don’t get it, and sometimes even I don’t understand it either. But I feel it, and I know it’s really powerful and awesome. I feel blessed, actualy. We can know when a love is true when this love can save us. Like you did with me. Like this love did with me.

You saved me.

You saved me from the darkness I was living, and now I can be myself again. I can live again and I’m so thankful to you, you have no idea.  I don’t think I’ll be able to tell everything I suffered in this letter, but maybe in another time, who knows? Because my dream can come truth one day, and this dream is like… To talk to you for a whole day… Just talk. Strange, right? But you must be a cool person to talk to. So go fast to learn how to speak English properly so we can talk all day long. (kidding)

So… I think this letter is getting to an end… Or maybe, an AND

I love you and I’ll ever love you, doesn’t matter what happen. Even when I grow old and get maried and have kids (aigo~) I’ll remember that you helped me trough the hardest moment in my life.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

How can I?

I have no idea what happened, what happened for me being this way.
Really, it's been a time I've been trying to figure this out, to actually find out what the hell is going on and why I am this way.
I didn't see it coming, and I had no idea I'd be this way I am now.
How can a person change me this way? Nobody could do it before, and I liked many people before, but no... He's different, he has something different and I'm glad I met him in my life. I'm glad the destiny put him on my way, because now I have the need strength to go forward, to go for my dreams. And i know that if I fail, I'll try my best, because I want it to be real.
Because he's always with me, not by my side, but in a more special place. In my heart.

I cary him with me wherever I go. Everything I do, I do thinking about him, and it can sound creepy, but I think it's not, because it always leads me to good things! If it was something bad, he'd not be caring me to good things!
I changed, to better! He made me be this way, be myself and learn how to fight in this life. This life that sometimes can be so sad and cold. He warms me through it.

I'm proud of being his fan. I learned a lot from it and... I have no words to describe how my life changed after him. Really. It's... Amazing for words, and I think merely words can't describe such a feeling.

Everything in this guy amazes me.
His smile. His eyes. His nose. His lips... Those pouty lips I love being caught staring at them. His hair. His chubby shape. Oh I love when he is chubby! :3 I love the way he sings, the way he dances, the way he acts! I love every single thing about him. His voice. Oh his voice that always helps me to sleep when I need the most. When my worst nightmares scare the hell out of me, his voice calms me down.

Oh how I love him.

And then, I ask myself again... How can I love someone this much? Oh well, I think this is the purest love I've ever felt... And I'm sure I'll never feel something this big and this true.

I love you more than I've ever loved someone! I love you so so so much it hurts, but I know that if I get everything I want in life, a big part it's gonna be because you helped me.

Saranghae.