Tired... again.

And here I am again... and probably won't be the last time I'll come here complaining. Because... LIFE? WTF ARE YOU DOING?? Like... argh, I don't even know what to say. Like RLY? Make me suffer this way?

My US bands were not enough to make me suffer, were they?? No. and now, besides I suffer from the same things, I suffer cuz I don't understand a SHIT what they are saying and because the fucking cultures are just so different we can even.... AH... I give up of this fangirl life!!

Please, I just can't be a fangirl anymore... I just... argh, it's so much suffering... You love somebody with all of you, with all you got and... AND NOTHING HAPPENS! FUCKING NOTHING!
At least american bands answer the fucking tweet you send them.

I think I'm gonna go back to my US bands... I was happy and had no clue! But now I have a BIG clue that I was happy. This shitty kpop is just bringing me unhappiness! D:

Exaggerating, but fuck it. It's true


and here. I didn't finish. Cuz today I'm so so so so so fucking angry with life that... argh.

Other part of my dilemma...

I'm not good in any fucking thing! I don't know how to dance, I don't know how to sing, I don't know how to write, I don't know how to drawn, and... these are all the fucking things I'd like to do in life BUT NO. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO ANY OF THESE FUCKERIES. SO...

ARGH... I just... give up of trying and I'll just live life normally, and... fuck all the rest.
I don't need friends, I don't need anything else to live. Just live, I don't wanna have fun. I just wanna exist. just

And for fuck' sakes. I'M FUCKING UGLY AND THIS IS JUST AN ADD TO ALL THE SHIT MY LIFE IS.

Argh shit.

See, this is my life and this shit is a mess! I really need help