right in the feels

I have so many things to say, but I have no idea where to start...

If I am happy? Yes, I am... But each day that goes by I'm sure this dream is so so far away. And this feeling is so big, like never before. And, maybe, because of this, this fear of "never get it" catch me every single day.

But, I'm happy, and proud, and feeling the most amazing feeling ever. Even if nobody understands, I do. So that's the most important. Just to see this video, I can feel like... aish, I can feel so many things that words are not enough.

But one thing I'm sure... I'm gonna do whatever it needs to get there, just to look at them once.