Tired.

You know when you are tired of doing the same shitty thing every day?? I'm this way.

I wanna change.
I wanna go to another place.
I wanna go to another country. Go out of here.

I wanna learn another language.
I wanna be someone else.
I wanna be different from now. New things, new air.

I wanna take all the risks I can.
I wanna fly to the other side of the world.
I wanna be with them, see them, feel them. Just for once.

I'm sure it's not easy.
I'm sure I won't get it.
I'm sure I'll keep on dreaming and never give up.

Will life help me?
Will He help me?
Will I help me? This is the master question of my life.

It's never easy.

But we just can't complain about the life we have. If you walk, speak and have everything (almost) in perfect conditions, you are happy.

We have problems, yes we do. But we need to learn how to live with them and do not give up on things so easily.

That's the lesson I need to learn the most. I need to learn how to live without complain so much. And I'll start today.